In spite of the public’s indefatigable interest in reducing people to their simplest and often least flattering incarnations, it’s undeniable that most people are more complicated and interesting than we’re willing to acknowledge. That said, however, not all of these dismissed or misunderstood people are necessarily different than we think, even if there’s a lot more to them. Bai Ling is the rare type of celebrity who manages to be so much more than the sum total of her exposed body parts, short skirts and public hijinks, and yet manages to be exactly what she seems at the same time – and uniquely, by design.

I was lucky enough to sit down with Ling for more than an hour, initially to discuss her role in the new movie, Crank: High Voltage. In addition to talking about her oddball choices and unique take on this terrifically colorful character, Ling demonstrated that her often idiosyncratic behavior is part of a deliberate philosophical point of view. As it turns out, not only is Ling precisely the person everyone expects her to be, full of weird comments, strange insights and bizarre expressions of her behavior, but a person whom in many ways we should all be a little more like, because she’s true to herself, sincere about her enthusiasm for life, and committed to absorbing tragedy and turning it into triumph.
I understand that Lionsgate isn’t doing a junket for Crank: High Voltage. Why is this a movie that you wanted to do press for, even if it was by yourself?
Ling: Well, first of all, it’s professional for me that any work I’m in I support. It’s sort of in the contract; it’s not emphasized, but the work you do, they request [you do] publicity for it. I think I’m one of the new characters in the movie, which brings some spice to the audience, because my character is crazy so I think it’s something for me that’s just fun. And a lot of times, I do things and I don’t think much. I think sometimes if it’s fun, it’s my work, why not support it? My philosophy or in my mind, I can’t plan anything. So anything I do is spontaneous, I have joy with it, and I don’t care what is the outcome. Lionsgate asked me to support the film, and I just sort of feel like a soldier – and this war is not finished, or the mission is not done yet so I still have to be there. Plus, I like it; you know, a lot of time I don’t watch my movies, so basically the movies I watch are random, and I don’t feel like I need to [see them]. I love real life; to me that’s the real, exciting, mysterious, erotic movie. So when I watch Crank 2, it’s hilarious, stupid, it’s silly, but it’s like a wild roller coaster ride, it’s not really the kind of movie that I like. But it’s fun – after a stressful day at the office, go there and have some fun and laugh at it.
When you saw the finished film, was it different than you expected?
Ling: Actually, I have no expectations of anything. Like with Crank 2, I never watched the [first] movie. With a lot of movies, I don’t know the artist, I don’t know the stars, but when I auditioned for the part, I was flying back and the role is not really written for somebody Asian, so when I got there and read the role, I didn’t prepare. I just made her up, I was on the floor, and just crazy, which was how I acted. I said, wow, this is fun, like when you’re drunk, or you’re jetlagged and you’re not there and you do things that are silly and you don’t even know. That’s what I did. I remember I was on the floor, so I knew it was something fun, and it’s like an art because I am a serious actress. Very serious, like the first work I did in Red Corner and Anna and the King, and the other part is entertainment business, to entertain people and I love that part too. It’s like the wild child in me. The director was totally, totally open to me, and it’s the most crazy, free acting on set, and fun that I’ve ever had. Because in the beginning, of course, it’s coming from them to allow your character to be silly and fun; if they wrote something fun, I’d read it. Then next time, I said, can I try something? Basically I threw out the lines, and things just came to me from out of nowhere and they loved it. Afterward they said, “say whatever you want!” They trusted me, and they wanted me to add things to make it funny. From my own life through the character, I give life to [her].
One time I was supposed to say, “you’re my shiny lunch box” to Jason. I said, “hmm – shiny diaper!” I would come up with these things and it doesn’t make sense at all, but in her character it makes perfect sense. Because, like, Jason saved my character’s life, and from there I said, okay, you saved my life, I’m yours, and she’s like that, so passionate, committed, that she doesn’t care how he responds. No matter if he was angry, he was mad, he liked me or not, I’m there. He’s like “no!” because he’s in a hurry fighting [for] his heart and he’s dying, and he says, “don’t follow me!” And she says, “you need me just like Whitney Houston.” I don’t know if she understands why she says that, but it’s funny, but it’s like Jason eventually needs her to find those bad guys who stole his heart. Basically we’re bound together through the movie and going through the world of craziness; I got bumped and hit by a car but didn’t die. The character is totally from the hood – dirty, drug-addicted, prostituting [herself] somewhere on the streets. I had these high heel shoes, and one heel was gone, so I was [limping] the whole film. So I don’t like to have anticipation for movies because I like to be surprised, and when I saw the movie I was just laughing – it was just hilarious.
The producers were on set when I was shooting Crank 2. When I got the job, I watched the first one, and I think it’s fun. They said, “do you watch your own movies?” I said that normally I don’t care; it’s like I give birth to a child – they have their own lives. But I knew they were going to invite me to the premiere, so I’m going to see the movie anyway. They said, you must see your audition tape for Crank 2; you are crazy, but after hundreds of girls reading the lines, you’re the only one who makes sense of the character. But I never got the tape (laughs).

Is it difficult to analyze or reflect on these experiences when you’re doing interviews or looking back? You seem very ‘present’ in your decision-making process.
Ling: I don’t think about it, but I’m a very spontaneous person. Whatever you ask me or whatever I remember or whatever jumps into my mind, I will just tell you. I’m not an analytical person, I’m emotional, I respond to the moment and spontaneous at heart. I don’t analyze my work, really, like it’s past. It’s yesterday’s story and that has nothing to do with me. I was lucky to be part of it. The future hasn’t arrived yet, so if I remember, I’ll tell you. I would say that these projects is like one of my lovers; no matter how long, two months, three months, they make a mark in your journey. It’s like suddenly I’m walking and I don’t have an umbrella and rain comes, so I was wet; maybe in the beginning I felt unpleasant, but maybe now I think, that’s kind of sexy. That’s how I take life. I think everything to me is a gift at that moment.
Do you find that you don’t say no to things very often?
Ling: No, I say no. And of course, I have managers who tell me – if it’s a bad thing, I will probably never hear of it. If I’ve heard about it there’s some value there. I’ll read it, and then we’ll talk about it. Normally, if it’s really not good, I’m still not doing it, because it’s still an art form to me.
How do you derive satisfaction from these experiences? Is the experience satisfying enough that the rest of the film or how well it performs doesn’t matter?
Ling: Most of the time I’m not satisfied in the depths of art. In terms of art, I think I’m a naturally-born, very talented actress. I have that gift, I’ve never learned acting in my life, and when I act, people think for me that is the truth – I don’t act. That’s why I am good. It’s supposed to be life, to portray life, so it’s very easy. I don’t struggle, I’m not afraid, so in those terms I feel other roles that I’ve done are too small. For example, I would like to work with the director of Slumdog Millionaire, I’ve always liked Steven Soderbergh, so like those artists, those directors, and I hope you can help me [carry] across the message to a lot of brilliant directors in Hollywood. Because I can make them proud, I can make magic; I can make the role become magic. I have this magical power to inspire and affect people, to make Hollywood moviegoers to remember. Like Red Corner, that role, like Anna and the King, they’re very small on paper, like Southland Tales, I’ve created something. I would like to have a leading role where I can really show my magic, which I think is why I’m here in Hollywood. Because I have the initiative, and my heart is so pure and have fire open to it and want to create, it seems like there’s an [opportunity] for art, but I need a good platform to shine as an artist. So that’s something I’m not satisfied at all about. Other than that, I think I’m pretty lucky I continue working. I work and have met so many [people] like Jason and the two young directors [of Crank 2], in Love Ranch, Helen Mirren and Joe Pesci and Taylor Hackford, and all of these people I worked with before, I think I’m pretty lucky. Good question! Because I’ve never really reached that area to talk about with other people.
Do projects mostly get filtered through your managers, or how active a role do you have in picking roles?
Ling: I don’t have a format, or a certain way. I get a lot of offers, except that the roles are not written for an Asian [actor], like Crank 2, and I have to audition for them. But I’m open to it. I don’t have a format for anything. I think if your heart is pure and your intentions are pure, I think eventually you will find an equally pure art format that you’re looking for. It’s like your dream will come true. I just firmly believe in that. That’s why I come to this country where I don’t know anybody, I don’t have money, I don’t speak English, I don’t know anybody in Hollywood. It’s fate. It’s just that pure heart of something I want to give, and it doesn’t matter what they say. Like at first I was first in New York, I remember I was eating in a restaurant and people would ask me, “what do you want to do?” I said, “I want to be an actress,” and everybody laughed. They I don’t see the obstacles. It’s more like you have to have this child’s heart, because they don’t see the obstacles, or if they see they are not aware, which I’m really glad I was not consciously aware of. I’m like this little girl who’s basically naked, very vulnerable walking in the darkness with all of the danger, the wolves around. But suddenly there’s a beautiful moon up here, and I think as a human being and an artist, I think when the beauty comes through you, you have to be vulnerable. Like people say, “did having this experience make you tougher or stronger?” I say I don’t want to be. I accept sadness or tears because there’s beauty there too, so why not accept it, and have the joy of coming through the experience? I have this romantic, wandering soul, like I’m just [living] moment to moment and not formatted in a certain way, and whatever comes to me, good or bad from other perspectives, for me, it’s a [proof] of life that I’m here in the moment. I have a theory that if I know too much, like in a movie, what I’m going to do, I’m not going to go there. It’s boring to me. I like the un-knowing, the freshness of something. I know the magic that I can create in cinema. Like, children and old people are always the best in movies because they’re pure, they don’t have skills, they’re just there, and when they’re there they smile and it’s joy, and when they’re sad, it’s a hard sadness. It has nothing to do with skill, and that’s something like my acting; I don’t prepare anything, so when I’m acting and alive, it is a moment of magic that happens to me. I gave the best at how I know how to react so that it’s truthful, and that’s something I enjoy. I love the camera, because the camera is like a shark – sometimes it goes beside you silently, but it’s so sharp and truthful because the screen is big, and they make the truth so much more powerful to affect people.

You have a fearlessness whose motivations you’ve already kind of explained, but it seems to sometimes translate to viewers as eccentricity. Do you find that because of that perception of yourself, people expect or call upon you to provide that when you take on a role?
Ling: That’s another good question, how you put that. I think it just invoked me to say something, I hope I don’t lose it. Oh yeah, I learned the word, I don’t know if it’s good or bad, “eccentric.” I said what does that mean? People said it’s good and I said what does it mean, because I don’t really know. What does it mean?
Um, unusual or potentially weird.
Ling: Yeah, so I learned that a lot of journalists or press trash me, and I wanted to say, if you’re daring to trash me, then dare to celebrate me. Do both. Look at all of my work. You know I’m not just that. So I learned, like you said, the fearlessness and braveness of what I do, I came here and just put myself [out there] totally naked – emotionally, physically, whatever way I am. I think that’s really difficult and brave, hard to do because you’re really opening your life, like always taking a breath of fresh air – that’s how you realize you’re alive – and I think the gift that I have is not for me to keep, it’s for me to give. And for me to give, I have to be loyal to who I am; otherwise, you waste your life. Like for me, I feel like you have to be the most truthful, brilliant, honest extreme version of who you are and then you’ll fulfill the purpose of being alive. That’s why I behave this way, because I just want to be the pure me, to show you, whether that’s good or bad according to you.
One time I was in Asia and someone said, be careful when you talk to journalists because they have their agenda, and sometimes they just want to write what they want. I said I don’t really care. When I talk to them, if I’m being careful then I’m not happy. I would be like, yes, no, I would become like a robot. I wouldn’t want to be there. I lived the moment, it doesn’t matter the result – that’s your problem. I’m giving my pure thing. When I’m having fun, this little spirit, she’s crazy, she dresses sexy and having fun and she doesn’t listen to me even. She’s like, “oh, I like red. I like short skirts. My nipples are out – so what? They’re beautiful. They’re sexy. They’re erotic.” That’s her, so I have to let her out, and I have eight spirits, and some of the wise ones and the calm ones say, “why are you doing that?” and she says, “it’s a moment of fun to give joy to others. Why not?” I think she’s right. It’s all from a very innocent point of view of being there, showing you the truth of who we really are.
Is there anything that scares you?
Ling: Not really. Like, I don’t even believe there’s death. Like, in the soul world, my name, Bai Ling, in Chinese Bai is the most simple character, and it means white. It means purity, like innocence. My name Ling, it’s a complicated character, like three witches making soup under a storm. It means complications and mischievousness in the soul world that we don’t even know, no matter how old or how long we live. Those are a combination of my character, very innocent, trusting, and another one is very mysterious and mischievous and carry all this mystery of nature.
Does your ethnicity matter, either in terms of portraying Asians in a particular way, or finding roles that are not defined by their ethnicity?
Ling: I don’t think that way. I think there’s no struggle for me because that is just life itself. It’s all a joy and a fun adventure, and the obstacles are purpose – they are there for me to attack with all of the joy that I have. For example, a lot of people say that Asian women always play someone who’s a sex symbol or a girlfriend, and those are characters too. What’s wrong with that? It’s beautiful; men worship you, and you’re supposed to be that way. Those stories are nothing to object to. I am so free in my mind, I don’t think that way. I don’t even think of myself as an Asian; like, when I was talking to the Asian press for Dumplings, I said, “I don’t think of myself as a Chinese actress.” They said what? I said, I am just one of the creatures in the world; most of the time I look at myself like I’m you. We’re just different animals, and I don’t limit myself. I’m not struggling to try and change [stereotypes]; you can, but I’m just happy that once in a while there’s a brilliant character that I can give myself to. Because we need other artists, and you can’t just have one kind, but you have to trust and believe that and have that pure magic ready when you have that opportunity to shine. I think I’m just lucky to be here do what I love to do. Good question!

Forgive me if I’m re-asking the same question, but do you have people to caution you about your behavior or your choices? Because as interesting as are so many of the things you do, you’ve created a somewhat larger-than-life persona that may limit the way people see you, at least in terms of getting different kinds of roles in the future.
Ling: Real art, I’m talking about the highest form of art, is only for special eyes to recognize. Like Van Gogh: when he died, people recognized his paintings. I trust, I believe that talented directors have seen and already know me, and they will not according to how I look cast me. Because they’re limited then – they’re not very good artists, and they cannot see beyond. When I’m living life, that’s my persona, because most of what’s coming out is pictures captured by the media. I’m normally not like this, I’m not crazy. I’m pretty normal. But the media is supposed to make things larger than life, or extreme, because it’s interesting for people to read and talk about. So when my nipples are showing or I wear short skirts or I’m wearing crazy stuff, I wear a lot beautiful, elegant stuff, but I don’t see pictures. So there’s not much I can do. All I can do is through my movies, if they’re different, or through my blog, I can share something internally, and people know my soul. That’s all I can do, but again. I’m trusting that people will smell the essence of me, and eventually I will have a brilliant opportunity to show my true talent. But those are things you have to be patient with, and in the meantime, I just live my life, because work is work, but life is important. I have to live my life, and sometimes I’m kind of sad, because people say “look at you in that picture,” but then I thought, I am thinking a very positive thing. I’m on earth to serve, so if the craziness can make people laugh, gossip and fulfill their half hour of time, then good – I did a service. You have to have that perspective, generous and to laugh at it, to find the best of it for yourself.
[For more insights into Bai Ling's unique philosophy on life, check out her personal blog: http://ling-bai.blogspot.com/.]